you are far away like a haze in the distance. is that right? perhaps it is me and I am mistaken. does that make more sense? there is something that barricades me from the world. I feel uncertain. should I reach out, or just let it be? should I cancel this week, or go anyways? … Continue reading uncertainty
It's been a very hard couple of weeks. I haven't done anything wrong. I know I haven't done anything wrong. But I still feel like whatever is about to happen and the fallout that is sure to occur, will be because I didn't do something properly. My ex was reported to CAS (children's aid society) … Continue reading things are s*%t
History will judge us by the difference we make in the everyday lives of children. -Nelson Mandela I feel as though I am about to tread into unknown territory. I feel neither prepared nor able to be okay with it. I sit here and contemplate whether I am overreacting. Is my thought process too skewed … Continue reading what would you do?
I still find it amazing how things tend to shift so quickly. One minute I'll be doing okay and then something is said or done that can completely throw me for a loop. That's what happened yesterday and today I'm reeling from the effects of a night spent tossing and turning. Yesterday started off well … Continue reading how does this happen?
Last week was...well...I'm not sure how to put it accurately...hard...but maybe with a little of bit of progress mixed in. Well, I think that's what happened, although I have a hard time determining if I'm making progress, not just in therapy, but in life in general. So, I shared with T the letter I had … Continue reading progress?
I've been struggling. A lot. With life and therapy and my relationship with T. He hasn't changed at all (at least not that I've noticed), so I'm not sure what it's all about. For as long as I've been in therapy it's been hard for me to talk, so T and I communicate most of … Continue reading i don’t know how to tell you