uncertainty

you are far away like a haze in the distance. is that right? perhaps it is me and I am mistaken. does that make more sense? there is something that barricades me from the world. I feel uncertain. should I reach out, or just let it be? should I cancel this week, or go anyways? … Continue reading uncertainty

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things are s*%t

It's been a very hard couple of weeks. I haven't done anything wrong. I know I haven't done anything wrong. But I still feel like whatever is about to happen and the fallout that is sure to occur, will be because I didn't do something properly. My ex was reported to CAS (children's aid society) … Continue reading things are s*%t

progress?

Last week was...well...I'm not sure how to put it accurately...hard...but maybe with a little of bit of progress mixed in. Well, I think that's what happened, although I have a hard time determining if I'm making progress, not just in therapy, but in life in general. So, I shared with T the letter I had … Continue reading progress?